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I am like you sometimes, although I get labeled the crazy woman. I know how hard it is to find help (try being both a first mom and adopted adult, counselors TOTALLY don't know how to help that, and tack on living in the wilds.)
My boyfriend accused me of being comfortable in chaos and that I don't want anything to be safe. He might partly be right in that. I distance myself so I don't get hurt and I plan how to reject someone else first so that they can't reject me, because of course they will reject me right? I'm taking baby steps towards him and not rushing things for a change.
There is someone meant for you, but it can be darn hard finding them. I agree too that it is hard to be the unmarried, not parenting person. I'm there and it sucks. All of my friends have significant others and kids and then there is me. I have a bf sure, but he lives an hour away. I have a kiddo sure, but I don't parent him.
Sigh, I wish there was an easy way to fix all of it.
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