ever since I met my birth mom and we've gotten to know each other better she said she would be there for me and that she loves me the same as she loves my sister. I asked her that if I ever invited her to something of mine if she would come. She said she would never miss it for the world and that nothing could keep her away.
I have a Christmas play Sunday night and I invited her to come over a month ago. I get the email yesterday that she isn't going to come because her family has made plans for that night. But aren't I part of her family, aren't I her daughter?? She promised... does promises not matter to anyone anymore???
I'm so very sad. I just wanted her to be there to support me... for the first time in my life she could be there for me but she's not going to. How do you think that makes me feel? How do you think that makes her look? It looks to me like she could really care less.
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I cry in the night, my heart yearns to fit, do they even love me?
An  has been sent to me to guide my aching heart.
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