Okay - so that was WAY longer than I had intended!
But I really want you to know you are not alone, your feelings are normal, and to do whatever you have to to get through this time. It gets better. It really does. And when it gets better, you will be amazed at how good it gets! It will take your breath away.
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Mom to J, age 7
and M, age 5
(both through domestic infant adoption)
1/09 - sweet baby foster daughter D arrives!
8/09 - toddler foster daughter W arrives!
(adoption in progress!)
10/09 - Sweet baby D goes to her single father - We miss you so much!!!