[dg8268]

Hello...I am so new to all of this. 3 1/2 weeks ago my husband and I adopted a baby girl, Anabelle, from Texas. She is now 5 weeks old. She is so beautiful and we have been trying for a child for 4 years now. Here is the problem...I hate being alone with her. All I do is cry. I am so depressed. I feel so selfish. I am not used to not sleeping 10 hours a night. I'm not used to not being able to run out for a cup of coffee. I feel like everyone thinks I'm nuts since this is what we have been waiting for for so long. She is a really good baby, but at the "witching hour" (7-11 pm) I don't know what to do with her. My husband seems to be the only one who can calm her down. On Tues and Wed nights he is out and I HATE it!!!

Please, please, please any advice, kind words or just a hello so I know I am not insane! Thanks!

Dana