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lilraskels, I am fortunate enough to have my bson in my life - sort of. We are blindly finding our way through the first years of reunion and, your recent post, hit a cord. I feel that longing. It's not that I want to be "his mother", he has a mom. It's just such a "pull" towards him - sorry hard to describe. When we met for the second time, he gave me a hug and I had to pull back as it felt "too right" and I was afraid to "give in". I wanted him to be comfortable and yet, that was the most peaceful feeling I have ever felt in my entire life. To belong and to be forgiven. Hopefully, he felt the same way but we have our own lives so we have to learn how to integrate. I do wish everyone success in their reunions. It is so hard.
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