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Yes - someone hears- even if it is only ourselves! g~! I too have problems with all emotions - maybe it is from being given away - maybe from being raised by a cold, manipulative adoptive "family". I don't know. All I know is the only people I have ever been able to be completely open and loving with - truly myself -were the day care children I taught and the kids of my friends. Around adults I always feel fake (read "Am I Happy?" in the adoption poems section here that I wrote under my birthname). Thank you for reaching out, Heidi AND EZ - it DOES help to know others are going through some of the same stuff that I am! Hugs - MJM (birthname)/ReOcB42008
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All adoptees deserve a document of heritage and health information at time of relinquishment.
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