[ddahl]

Over the last year I find myself extreemly emotional when we do things with DS. I watch him and I am literally overcome with emotion. For example, we attended the Wiggles concert here in South FLorida. He totally loves the wiggles.

So there we are in our choice center stage seats with our drinks and Feather sword hats and swords tee shirts and he starts waiving at Anthony. He waives over and over " Hi Anthony! Hi Murray! Hi Wags and Jeff" He dances and sings like a Rock star with his wiggles guitar and everytime I look at him I start to cry just a little bit for the first 20 minutes we are there. He says "Mommy Ant-tee-dee sees me he is waiving at me!" Then I cry! Not sobbing but tears are rolling.

We went to sea world and watched the new Believe show and I am watching Mason and not the Whales. Like a total freak I am emotional again. Its just that he is so beautiful to me and I love him like I never thought possible.
I don't do this durring the day or very often but why is this happening?

Does anyone else feel this way or am I on an E ticket ride to Prozac?

I am just wondering if anyone else is a total marshmellow? I just had this feeling at the concert and its something like this:

I knew I wanted to be a Mommy and all of the years I tried and tried to have a baby, I knew I was missing out. Never in my wildest dreams could I have understood what it is I would truley be missing. The main ingredient is the baby but its the other things you just don't know about. Its the things you can't imagine because you just don't know. Perhaps I am amazed at how truly wonderful it is on the inside of Motherhood. From the outside of mothrehood looking in you simply can not imagine what you are missing.

Well, what do you think? Any other mushy Mommies out there?