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Jennifer,
I so feel that you now exactly how I feel. Last night i had a real meltdown. All I did was cry and cry. I pray everyday and other people too, that she comes back. I so want to call her but I see where my husband is coming from but all I want to do is hear her little voice. I know that I'll cry some more because she's not here. The holidays are so UGH! I just can't get into the mood. They feel so empty that I just don't want to go on anymore. I tell people that they have to push me into doing things, I just don't want to do anything anymore. For Christmas we were going to send her a gift card but knowing her mother, she wouldn't get it,same as for money. So what I'm going to do is send her a card with the family's pictures. Is that wrong? I am so lost right now. My whole life is crumbling down on me and I can't get out
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