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He keeps alot inside. He tells me that he's my rock but I told him I don't want a rock I want him to tell me how he feels. He doesn't want to foster-to-adopt again, he just wants to adopt. With what happened this time I can't blame him. I don't think I can have all that pain again-besides it's still there. I miss her terribly. He also said it's too soon after this one. I still pray everyday for her to come back. She's my life. I do look at a wedsite-adoptuskids and look there for kids who are a little older which we don't care.
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