[rbjay]

Hello, I am a birthmom that just wanted to know how other b-moms searches has gone. I am at a standstill now. I have filled out every kind of search/reunion registry known to man. She turned 18 this past April and is it fair to hope she is looking too? Is it too soon? I know she is just starting her life as a young adult now.Maybe college.... I am just so anxious to meet her and see how she is doing now. I want to let her know that I do love her very much and I think about her all of the time. Its just the waiting.... I just want someone who knows what this is like to just...I don't know, vent, cry.... say yes, this is hard and here's how I'm gettin through this.