[sam_i_am_71801]

The point of consciousness begins in the womb....I am an adoptee..reunited with my mother.......I remember her holding me after I was born .....and have shared with her word for word what she said to me when we parted..."we will be together again someday baby" she kissed me on the forehead and handed me over...........her love on that day I will never forget........how she cried.....the feel of her tears when they fell upon my face....we do remember.........and as for the primal wound.........the parting....even a baby has primal instincts...........that's what took over ....the will to survive......I was adopted at a year and 6 months old.........yes it was only survival......without need to know.....but I knew .........I chose to bury all instintual feelings for her..........I learned to love someone else that I would call mother. My adopted mother died when I was 5........so I was put back into the system........and readopted when I was eight.........when my adopted mom died I became what they call a child mute..........I did not speak..........for several years .......but I listened.............I graduated with a 4.0 average.........I did nothing but soak in everything that I heard..........so I learned.........I didnt just regurgitate.........I really learned. Each step we take in life......each life altering experience is for a reason.....it makes us who we are.........and we are strong........and we ARE ONE......I love each and every one of you and cry with you...............don't think that noone cares.......I hear your words and feel your hearts...........love always sammie.