[billysmommy]

Good Luck to you in your search for aparents...I did want to add though, that I know you must have been hurt by the decision these aparents made. At the same time, you can take comfort in the fact that they were honest in what type of situation they were interested in. It is better that they stepped away than if they did adopt this child, only to back away from the contact you desire after the adoption. I am an amom and I know firsthand how easy it is to get wrapped up in the emotions of a prospective adoption. A few months ago I was contacted by a PBmom ( we are not currently looking to adopt), and while my immediate reaction was " this must be a sign that it is time for us to add to our family", I searched in my heart and soul and knew that this was not a situation for us. I did not want to make promises that I could not keep, or that I did not feel comfortabel with. Follow your heart and you will find the perfect adoptive family. Good Luck