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I always wanted both, but that wasn't in God's plans. I have to sometimes remind myself that His plan is bigger and better than mine, but most of the time, I'm perfectly fine without having bio kids. It's not even the biology I desired, it was to experience pregnancy. However, I was too chicken and felt weird about donor egg or adopted embryos. Those choices just weren't right for dh and I, nor was IVF. We decided adoption was a much better option for us than the other choices. I don't know if I could have handled IVF if it hadn't been successful and since there's no guarantee, I couldn't put myself or my husband through that.
So, no, I am not one who didn't care about pregnancy. I would have loved to have experienced it, but more importantly than that, I am experiencing Motherhood and all it's wonderfulness.
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