[DonnaLynn]

I have read and reread so many adoption sites. I have been up and I have been down.

Some sites have just the right information and right feel about them. Then I came across a site about abolish adoption<<<What!

I long with the deepest part of my soul for a baby daughter.
And due to physical defiencies on my part I cannot even get pregnant in an attempt to have her.

So here I am waiting on God to help me and my bmother find each other. For adoption IS NOT ONLY for adoptive parents to fulfill the dream of having a child to love.

In an open adoption it will be for a bmother to know and trust the aparents she chooses. And it is for the baby to know that all their parents love them and want the very best life for them.

As I have said I have read so much.. When all I really look for is that bmother notice saying I am pregnant for a baby girl I am looking for a big loving family so that she will always have a life full of laughter and goodness. I am waiting to find her or have her find me....

Guess we all would like to say it sometimes.

(also almost every site I have been at states no soliciting for adoption) I know there are real good reason for this but at the same time .. What if that is the way aparents and bmothers are suppose to connect?
I have to trust God will open the window if the door is closed.

Think I am a bit bummed today.. So much working at waiting..

I am a take action person.. this here is my life lesson in patience.

Be well Stay safe Know peace Trust God