[sweetnoodle]

Don't feel guilty! You are trying to do too much, and you are depressed. First, you have to deal with yourself, and take care of yourself. Your husband is doing the best he can too. You are not superwoman. The first two kids you need to take care of our yours. The other foster children need help you can't give them right now. Call the social worker and tell her to come get them. Please don't feel guilty about this. It sounds to be like you are being taken advantage of by the SW because you are a compassionate, giving family. In the end, you will have not helped these kids at all.