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When do you stop finding resources?
Hi again!
I've found myself in that cycle of 'wanting another baby so much----right now', kind of thing. This is ridiculous as we have done this many times before....the Lord always comes through in His timing.
However, I continue to wonder if we have done enough 'searching of resources'. By this, I mean, we 'contract with one attorney to search', we are licensed with 'this agency', we consider another attorney with which to contract with too, I check the 'adoption hotlines' to see the babies that are listed, etc.
(I hope you understand my drift...)
Has anyone else found themselves doing the same at some point? There are definate benefits to 'not having another little one right now'. Our youngest is under 18 months, and the more time 'between them' the better for us. However, I also know that at 45yr of age, we don't want to be a LOT OLDER when the next baby comes around. And.....so then I give into that 'panic' of sorts.
What have the rest of you done? If you found yourself in this spot, other than praying for patience, was there anything else you did?
Thanks for the input, as usual....
Sincerely,
Linny
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