[loveccl]

I know its too late for your blog but I saw tis and thought I would add the first two things that came to me.

In the hopsital the Aparents came and well while preg my son had the hiccups all the time. I remember as the adad held my son he got the hiccups and I realized right there at that moment that I would never be able to take care of even the simplest things from hiccups to the broken arm he got while skate boarding a few yrs ago. I had to trust the aparents to do it. I was a very raw moment for me.

My Aauntie gives me bits and pieces and when she told me the best player on my son's tag fb team was a girl but he said that was ok because she was hot I wanted to crawl in a ball and cry. It finally hit me he wasn't a baby anymore. Now he shoots things and I worry about my 13 yr old with a gun. UGH!

Loveccl