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I guess I didn't really think about the things I was missing before I met him. I mean, I did think about them, but not with the same intensity as once we met. I was on cloud 9 for his Senior Homecoming, but that was because I had just met him the day before. I was sad that I couldn't see him or his date, but he promised to post pictures. I was sad at prom that I didn't get to see him, his friends, or his date. I was sad at Graduation as he was rehearsing, going, etc. I went incognito just to be there, but that made me sad too. He was so close and so far all at the same time. I imagine, each new milestone from now will be hard. I just want a moment in those milestones, and who knows.
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