Hello Susie,
I just happened to check in today and noticed that there was a post to my poem...thanks for the big fat kisses
I figured that it will only end if I put it all behind me...but I can't and won't do that. It is not in me to leave it all behind. It is always "here" and "now" with me and it always has been...so I've learned to live my life with this in mind.
Not an easy thing to do but I've stayed busy and have accomplished many other thing in my life. No children though...sad to say but true.