Hi Pja-
I am so sorry to hear about your situation.
We experienced the same thing a few years ago and I know how your whole world feels like it is crashing in on you.
We were in process over 1.5 years when the country we were adopting from stopped adoptions suddenly and without warning.
I remember being in shock at first, then depressed, sad, angry and then a feeling of helplessness.
I want to encourage you to not give up. It will happen. I know its sooo frustrating, but you just have to somehow pick yourself up and figure out a new country/adoption plan. I am sure there is a right fit out there for you.
I wish you the best, and am sending HUGE hugs your way. I am sooo sorry you are going through this. I know its sooo hard and you feel so lost.
It will get better and you will find another fit and your child will come home! I promise!
If you ever need to talk, please PM me!
Shelly
