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Originally Posted by lahdh4
Ouch. Thank you so much. Thank you for once again putting me in my place. I hope that wasn't your intention. Thank you for once again making me cry at work because I am now again feeling how much I don't matter in my daughters' life.
"How is your therapist telling you to look at things? Perhaps we can toss out some legitimate ideas"
Right now we are trying to get me out of the depression that has me paralized because of their actions. We are trying to work on how to "put it on the back burner so that it isn't right in front of me 24/7" Trying to find someone to write a script because of the blow up that happened the last time I asked my PCP for anti-depressants.
Really we have been working on how I can start to speak up for myself and not be the doormat that I have become.
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Oh nooooooo! I am sooooooooo SORRY!!!!! I did not mean to hurt you. ((((((HUGS)))))
I think my words just came out wrong. Let me clarify myself. Birthmoms gave up their right to parent. But that doesn't make you or Dee, or any other bmom not a mother. Please note, I am conveying MY thoughts, & feelings.
I have said it before and I will say it again. If it wasn't for Dee, I wouldn't have Sarah in my life. Dee was the one who chose ME to parent her baby.
For that fact alone, Dee plays one of the most significant role in Sarah's life. She is the mother who GAVE life to her. I am the mother who is able to GIVE a life for her.