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Hello Rylee thank-you for your suportive words....and I agree with you on even tho yours has pulled back at least you know why? with us ...we have no idea if it is something we said or did, or if she is just testing us. or punishing us or what ???
Her adopted parents are no longer living....so it is not about that. if it were we could handle that . its just that knowing, and her not even allowing us to know why that is the thing that makes "me" at least so confused....as I don't know whether to feel sad or mad or worried or what ? so I end up feeling all of those feelings in turn .........and its soooo very draining and soooo exhausting.and I'm sure it's not good for my health.
I try to stay busy... sometimes its just so frustrating that she is doing this, I just want to call her and say " What are you doing !?! Why are you doing this !?!
but in the adoption rule books....that is a no-no.
we are not to ask why.
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