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Well right now I am a little discouraged with mine. It's hard to keep trying when I feel like I get NOTHING in return...no caring, no planning, nothing. I feel like I'm doing all the work right now, not even a call back or anything.
Plus the last visit was beyond "uncomfortable" and I could tell that it would take a LOT to be respected as his family. It's disheartening for me because I was SO looking forward to it, I knew it would be hard and take work, but seriously I feel like sometimes we are catering 100% to them. I don't want to go into specifics...it's just hard. I never expected to walk away from a visit totally NOT feeling like Cooper's mom...or at least that they do NOT see me as his family...i don't know..
But I hope to have a visit next month. Our summer has been SO busy and we have to go to them (3.5 hours away each way). We don't want to stay the night at a hotel there again, as they aren't the best at planning, but I'm hoping to go there, visit, go to a park, talk, then go back home.
I'm exhausted already. Anyone else been there done that?
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