[my2guatgirls]

I am sorry you are feeling this way. It is very hard sometimes. I am reading this on Sunday morning, so guess where we aren't this morning???

Gather up your courage and talk to some people. Your church family is there to support you. You may be surprised to find out that some of the "bio" kids you see, aren't really bio kids after all. My daughter's soccer coach from last year has 8 kids total. They all look very similar to each other. Recently, their oldest daughter was babysitting for us and when I was driving her home I was complaining about some paperwork hang-ups we were having with our ds. She could relate because 2 of her siblings are adopted! I was so shocked. They adopted a dd from Russia several years ago and when the daughter could speak english they realized she was asking for her dear friend from the orphanage. Guess what? They adopted him too.

Praying that you find some peace and that your church family wraps their arms around you in support.