[montysmum]

Having suffered for many years through infertility and numerous miscarriages we have decided to take the adoption route. However, I say 'we have decided' yet I feel as though this was what was meant for us.....We have been chosen to offer a good home and parenting to a less fortunate child. Since making this 'decision' I feel so much more pulled towards prayer, religion and God's reasons behind this 'decision'. I used to feel that God was punishing me for my past experiences in life but now I feel calm and relaxed as if this is how is should be....

Did anyone/Has anyone else felt this sudden pull towards God after ttc for so long?

Where do you start when you realise that you actively want to accept God in your life and that religion to you is more than just the marriage or baptism service but an actual part of your daily life.... Am I making sense??