[MaryannsMiracle]

Sadly, I am a member of the same club "Aviod Sex at All Costs Club" To me it is like a chore and when I was in my last relationship 12yrs ago, I would lay there and think of how I should be doing laundry. cleaning the bathroom or scrubbing floors. Sometimes I would have to imagine I was skiing down a mountain just to get my mind off of it until it was over. Then I would feel like "Why did I even do that?" Most of the time I would not even bother but the there were those few times when i would feel guilty for not wanting to do it. Trust me the times were far and few between..

I know this is not normal and I have no desire to find out why. I am very happy alone. The thing is I had a hysterectomy when I was 22yrs old so that could be part of the reason(what I though all along) I never really put my adoptee status into the equation. I will keep it in mind though
If you do find out if it has anything to do with being adopted, let me know.


God Bless,

Maryann