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Marie ~
It sounds as if you're totally frustrated and overwhelmed with this process thus far. This IS an expensive process, adoption, the $ for meds, pumps, etc. And its very frustrating that others can have all of this for free!!! (I had my own "why me?" pity party the other day!) Take some time, take a breath.
Financially...think of the $$ involved in purchasing formula for the baby...even if you only produce 1/2 of a supply for your baby, your costs will probably be less with meds and a pump then they would buying formula all the time.
Also, have you thought about just purchasing the pump right from the get-go? I know of several women who did this and were able to find their pumps on e-bay. That way you save $ on the price of the pump as well as saving all the $ you would have spend on the rental every month.
Good Luck to you...I'll be following in your footsteps shortly. I'm waiting until the homestudy is done to start meds.
Don't give up...that little face looking up at you while you BF will be your reward!!!
Erin
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