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Originally Posted by keds
I've spent the last 4 days holding onto my phone, checking to make sure it worked, etc. so now I'm moving on to what to wear, etc.
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Keds~
I totally understand the anxiety and all the worries about the little things. I also keeping thinking about what will I wear... what will our first moments be like... introductions and a hug/hand shake etc...who sits by whom... will we order food...and if so, oh gosh, what to order...
Isn't it funny how we think and overthink all of these things. It's probably in hopes of controlling something in a situation where you probably can't predict anything. I just keep telling myself to not worry about it, and keep reassuring myself that it will all work out.
If I'm anxious now I can't imagine what it will be like afterwards wondering when I might talk to him again... will he be interested in staying in contact... aghhh