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Schatz, I really know how you feel I am having all of the same emotions! My story is a little different b/c for the first year of my daughter's life I was numb, and b/c I never rocked the boat everyone (including the aparents) thought I was handling everything really well. Now, I rarely hear from the aparents and I'm afraid I'm too hurt and angry to talk to them. Some days I want to call and have a long conversation and others I wish I could just let go of it all. So now my daughter is 2 and I feel like I just placed her...I hope someone is able to help you and provide answers. I do know that it is really healthy that you are open to and expressing all these feelings and fears. I wish I had of had the same strength. Be of good courage, you may battle but not alone!
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