[JPDakota]

Hi Sally. I read your story with great interest. As an adoptee, there's one thing I'd like to point out. Jason's not wanting contact with you is not necessarily because he holds any animosity toward you. I am completely disinterested in any kind of relationship with any birth family. I don't hate anyone, or blame them or anything like that. I'm just simply not interested. I've had people here on the forums say, "Give it time" to me. I'm 47 and a Mother myself. I just have no desire to walk that path. So maybe Jason sees his life like I see mine. I don't know if that's better or worse for you. I just didn't want you to feel like he blames you for something or hates you when he very well may not. I also doubt he's denying the truth of his adoption. I'm certainly not.
So, this is just a perspective from one and only one adoptee.
I hope you find some peace in this life. St. Paul wrote a lot about contentment being from within. I hope you can find it.