[vicrose]

I have to be honest, I read your post a while ago, and was kind of taken back by it, and it took me a while to write something to you, because I am not a judgemental person. Have you thought about all your options? Have you thought about the abondonment feelings that most adoptees have, especialy ones that have been adopted later in life after loving someone such as you for such a long time? You are your child's world, you are her everything!!!! Your post brought me to tears!!!! It must be difficult to live with a child that has problems. But with loving care and outside help I'm sure you could come to a resolution. I am willing to help you, because I really would not want to see a child, yes I say a child rejected because she has some emotional problems. I hope I was not judgemental at all, if at all it seemed like that it was not meant to be, I just really have a love for children, and believe that there is good in any child.