[d.lynn]

I've been up less than an hour &already want to crawl back in bed,pull the covers over my head & sleep the day away so I can pretend it never happen.I have done pretty good dealing with her other birthdays,why does this one have to be so hard? My husband wants me to talk about it,but I cant,not with him or anyone else.If I talk,I'll cry,if I cry,I'll feel better & I dont deserve to feel better.Hopefully,I'll push it down enough to keep it together for the rest of the day.