[lonelyinga]

It was so many years I had nothing of any use, but just very recently, finnaly I have DOB 8/31/1971, Williamsport Hospital, its been 36 years since I last saw his mother, we talk now, its so wonderful to have her back in my life even if she is over 800 miles away, so for the first time ever I have some hope, she gladly gave me all the info she has, and I have to believe it might be enough, She even gave my a copy of a photograph, that a wonderful caseworker, and foster family was kind enough to give her,The really discouraging part is, she tried to make contact years ago, and did recieve a request for medical history, and a very short letter from his aparents saying that he does know he was adopted, but they did not wish any further contact. God I hope he doesnt hate me, I'm shure he wouldnt if he knew how all this mess happened, I do have 2 other grown children now, they give me support now, they want to meet thier 1/2 brother, Some times when I read the search boards and see, happy ending stories I feel better, but there are so many other stories with not so good endings, sometimes I dont care how my story ends, as long as it does end, I wonder how much longer I have to feel so frustrated by the closed records of Pa.