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Re:
Truth be told in an ideal happy perfect world that might hold true, and I hope for everyone elses' sake they experience loving parents, because my adolescent life growing up was full of not only neglect but abuse and resulted in years of feeling like I should never have been born. Instead of love, they showered me with physical abuse and mental anguish that to this day I still shudder at the thought. My afather told me I was a mistake and wished he had adopted a BOY. He beat me till I was unconscious, all over my failing grades, which resulted from feeling like I could never be what they wanted of me, so why try? But finding my birth mom made all the difference. A mom that has time for me, even just to call and say hi, or to go out with for a bite to eat and chit chat. My amom claims that shes too busy, EVEN TO VISIT her first born grand daughter, MY daughter. In the last 5 months she has come here ONCE to see her and now makes excuses like Laundry is more important.
Maybe that helps my previous post make more sense?
~Jamie
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