Karen,
You voiced my emotions so well! We too have had the blessings of bio children and even grandchildren. I tell myself, if this "doesn't happen" at least I've had the joy of children, others in this process have not, and I truely hurt for them. Their frustrations trying to start a family must be far worse than mine for wanting to do it "again". Having said all that rational stuff, I still feel pretty sorry for myself these days!
I am usually the optimist, soooo.....It'

s gonna get better, really!!!!!
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