We are planning to do foster/adopt with the state. We are starting the process in January and I have prepared myself that if the courts decide to give the birthmom another chance, then it was meant by God to have that child with us during that time, but not forever. Of course I know that it would be really hard to go through that but I believe that if that happens God will give me the strength to endure the pain that I will feel. My only concern would not be for my husband or myself, but for my son. He may not understand it and it might be hard to explain it to him. So I am putting my trust in God that all will work out right.
Alissa