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Originally Posted by RIMomma
Hello I've been away for awhile but at least I know where to go for support.
Here it is almost a month away and I'm already starting the emotional roller coaster. I was on my way to family counseling last night with the kids and I will remember you by Sara McLaughlin came on I never related this song with adoption but immediatly I went to thoughts of her when I heard this line:
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
I started tearing up but swallowed the lump in my throat and went on about my night. I'm still wondering to this day why I just can't express myself to my other 3 kids and let them know how I feel at 16 and 13 they are old enough. But here I am again feeling like I'm hiding it because it might show weakness and it's tearing me up on the inside.
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Hi,
I am a birthmom and I am looking for some friends, would you like to be my friend?