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Very cool thread Mike - I've been wanting to post to this thread all day, it really did get me to think - but I've had writers block all day - everything I write sounds dumb -
No, years ago I never would have thought I'd be doing this.
I finally feel like I can make a difference in the lives of others.
I really enjoy what I'm doing and sincerely care for both boys greatly.
I don't even want to think about what my life would be like if I hadn't made that call to sign up for foster care classes a couple of years ago.
The DHS worker asked me the other day if I wanted to continue to pursue the adoption of J. Of course I do. He said I seemed pretty sure of myself - I replied, I move forward and don't look back - I think I do that naturally so forcing myself to look back at what life could be like is too weird... I like this life and can't imagine what it would be like without these boys... i think it would be depressing. I get tired from running to the store so much, to therapy sessions, med reviews, in home workers coming over, licensing workers stopping by, bla, bla, bla... I'm tired right now - but without these boys, I don't know... I just can't imagine it. It seems like they've alwyas been here.
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