[jllambert]

We still could not get CW to give us any answers and the longer we waited the more doubt and concerns we had. So we removed our home study a few days ago. It broke our hearts! Our kids were really excited about getting two little brothers and we already talked like we were a family of six. I can't look in my closet with out getting tears in my eyes because I have stored all the things I have been buying them for months in there. I really feel like it was the best decision to pull out, but I will never stop wondering where they are and if they are safe and happy. We feel very strongly that either there was some major stuff they were keeping from us, or they have a very bad adoptive case worker that was not doing her job!
I am sad and I feel guilty and selfish right now!I will never stop praying for these little guys!!
We have contacted our CPS office and told them we would take foster placements. I am excited about this and looking forward to our first call! Is anyone from the Odessa/Midland Region??? If so please let me know anything you think we need to know!