[thanksgivingmom]

hi longing,
im a christian birthmom too, thats really learning to understand what the word "faith" means, and how hard it can be to maintain. i always had faith that a higher power existed and through my pregnancy and birth my belief and faith in God grew exponentially.

however, for the first time in my life i have really HAD to have faith in other people. in the past, when i didnt have faith in another the consequences were quite small. now, if i dont have faith in amom my consequences are devastating.

its interesting to me how i can have such a pure faith in something i have never seen but can at times have such little faith in something i know to be real.

does this make sense?

by the way, i wish you the best of luck with your journey and pray that you may someday have a blessed reunion with your daughter