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How do you deal? You grieve. I found my bmother in 2004, only to find out that both she and my bfather had died in 1994. I was shocked by the pain I felt and it took a while to feel better again. Sometimes it feels like a bad dream;that I will nevermeet her and find out what makes me me, the real story behind my relinquishment and that she will never know that she had 3 wonderful grandchildren, and a happy, healthy daughter. I always somehow thought that she would be there waiting.
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