Thanks for all the kind words and also extending big hugs to those who are also in my shoes. I feel so very blessed to have my own 3 boys and know that so many others are so much less fortunate.
I'm tired of being dramatic and all over the place emotion-wise. I'm crying at the drop of a hat and I honestly feel like it's because I was forcing the China issue when it wasn't meant to be. We're looking into Vietnam now. It will be another long road but it too is presenting itself as a smooth alternative. I just hope it is!!! I'm going to wait a bit before I get all involved emotionally. I have an existing family that I need to be here for so it's better that way.
