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Scared
It's been a year since boyfriend and I have had his sisters kids placed with us, and our lives has changed so much. The week before they were taken by the state we felt that we were ready mentally and moneywise to start our own family, so we began trying. and then a few days later out of nowhere these angles found there way into our home and hearts. And we always knew that they would probably go back to **. Now I don't have a M.D or anything like that, but we do know that ** is still not at the place she needs to be to take care of these wonderful kids. As a woman who wants children of her own one day, I feel terrible because I know that ** loves her kids more than anything in the world. And I know that if I were in her place I would be devastated not to have my kids with me. But now when I think about not having these kids in my home with me I really become a mess. I guess my question is how do You deal knowing that these kids who have become your life might leave. Sorry so long....
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