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Originally Posted by love4
mom2shan,
I am a Christian and He is what really helped me survive. People also thought I should cut my daughter off. At times I wanted to cut my daughter off just because the pain was at times unbearable, and yet a still small voice kept giving me strength to keep my doors open. Sometimes I was angry at that strength because it lead me on an emotional roller coaster ride. Up and down my emotions went. I learned to let go of anger, sadness, guilt, etc. and learned to embrace unconditional love, patience and acceptance of what is. I felt hopeless at times and then my hope would sore as I learned to embrace a new way. I did things I couldn't imagine I would ever be able to do. My second daughter does not know how I have done it. I do! Actually we do have a choice. We can embrace and accept what we cannot change or live in misery, anger and depression. I chose the first even though it was hard and very strange to me.
You can send me a private message if you would like support in your journey. I sent you a pm mom2shan.
Take Care
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You are an inspiration! You are making a difference. You are doing something so worthwhile and helpful by sharing your story with others who have felt so alone.