[cdr25]

Hi, I have been lurking and have come out after finding out that I will most likely miscarry for the third time in the next few days. I don't know if you all remember me but I used to hang out with you when we were all pregnant with our babies.
I miscarried the first time at 13 weeks. Then, a year later I was blessed with my twins. Since the boys, now 17 months old, I have miscarried again at 7wks (in August) and just found out from my doctor that my blood panels are not going up fast enough and that I will most likely miscarry this baby also (at about 8 wks). I am crushed. I don't know what to do.

DH is at work and can't do anything but listen to me cry on the phone. I posted on the miscarriage board but I don't know any of them. I guess I came here because I feel like you ladies are all my pg friends know that you can all relate to what I am feeling right now. I just don't know what to do. I look at my two sweet babies and just cry for the one I am now losing. What do you do to make the hurt stop? We weren't "trying" to get pg - we just said if it happened it happened. Well, it has "happened" twice now and twice ending in m/c. I want another child, but I don't know if I can keep having miscarriages and be okay. I am so sad. Thanks for listening. Anastasia, Mommy to Evan and Matthew