[Stormster]

Hi it's Gwenn again....so now the Aunt/PBM want to come to our house on Saturday. I am about to call the whole thing off today. In fact, she is 7.5 months pregnant and it is her second consecutive pregnancy (2 months between) which means she may go early. Even if she went full term though and I stayed in this there would simply be no time to work out all the other issues such as the father's agreement (which we don't even know if there will be)....that takes time doesnt' it? I am not taking the baby home and I will not be at the birth (which is what I wanted and why I am doing private adoption)....there is almost no way this can all happen in 6 weeks ... also I get this feeling the PBM isn't all that sure SHE wants this. The Aunt is orchestrating everything! i just need to tell my Consultant and then I'm going to wait for the RIGHT situation. I'm going with my gut. I think they'll be upset but they should have been more upfront weeks ago!