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How terrible for you! How painful all that must be and the memories must still be painful.
It does appear to me that God had little to do with all this . Instead, it appears that your family had the major role, not God.
Two things, honey, I wish you would consider.
First , an eighteen year old is seldom mature enough to reunite. It could take time for your child to want to establish a good relationship with you. It's not your fault and not the fault of the child. This just happens, a lot.
Second, I bless the mother of my daughter daily. She could not have another child and took my daughter into her heart and life forever. She was/is an excellent mother that gave her everything I couldn't.
Yes, she WANTED a baby. THANK GOD!! And through the grace of God my daughter became hers.
I should mention her husband ( father of my daughter) and her brother are held in the HIGHEST regard I can give them. If not for them, two people , one a small helpless infant would be on the streets with nothing at all.
You are very entitled to your anger honey and to release it is healthy. When you get over your anger, I hope you will be patient in this process , for yourself, the child and the parents of the child.
Big hugs dmca
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