[kare4you]

I actually posted this same thing today!!! We got kicked out on Monday and my 30th b-day was yesterday. I commented I felt old and childless. I don't think the b-day matters as much as the K/O. I work in a surgery center with out 30 employees and 3 have had babies in the last 6 months and two are due in the next 4 months. It is a constant reminder that mine is not home.
I have been through IUI's, miscarriage, IVF, and laparoscopy, etc. in the past four years. My body has felt so abused, but nothing can top the mental abuse of seeing pictures and having visited, but having to wait for someone to tell me I can bring my son home and not being able to do anything to speed up the process.
I have been planting bulbs like a maniac. Spoiling my dogs rotten. Cross-stitching and scrapbooking until they are tired of me at Michael's and the one thing that I have figured out is that once he gets home I will be so happy that my misery will be forgotten.
Karen