I don't know how much more of this I can take. I just feel like I may never become a mom. My husband and I have been trying to start a family for three very long years and I am just flat out tired and frustrated. I feel like everyone else is able to become a mom so much more easily that I wonder if I am not meant to be a mom. I am 31 years old but I feel like I am 70 - I am just so drained of energy. I have removed myself from almost every social situation for the last six months. How do long-timers do it? Is it slightly easier when you have child at home because you are too busy to be as depressed as I am? I apologize for all the whining - it is just that finishing up my 18th week in PGN is really taking its toll on me - I feel absoultely hopeless.
Thank you for letting me vent.