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Nice, Post Jenna


Tee,
I have been in an open adoption relationship since 1999. It's been a very healthy, great relationship with my sons bfamily and me. With that said, I too have had these feelings that you are speaking of. There were certain times of the month these feelings would emerge . I have found what helps me, and that is not keeping it bottled up inside. This forum is a great place to share...like Jenna mentioned journaling is a great outlet. Or if you feel you can not post about it again you are always welcomed to im me. It is very important to purge out these feelings.....in order for the healing to begin. I know, I was so afraid to share, I was afraid of being judged, but thank God for people like mom2 and Amom2 who were bold enough to share their feelings.

As for fighting these demons for the rest of your life. I think that with the evolution of your adoption they will pop their heads in from time to time, however with time you will be able to defeat them much quicker than before.